most people i knew says im an unmotivated person. talented but unmotivated. no need to count the 'talented' part, but the 'unmotivated' part there was usually negative. and i usually just giggles and take a breath. your comment has nothing to do with me, so be it.
then here come my opinion, or defense, or whatever. to me, im a motivated person. usually more motivated than more people i know. i usually know what i really want, and after it. i really set a goal, i plan to it, and achieve it. i really learn all the what they are-why its them-how to go-where they are-and who i am aspect into it.
its just that, it seems like career and awards never be my goal. admittance and compliments never be my motivator. but so what. i have bigger dreams that maybe most of them couldnt handle. and maybe its my fault that i myself too scared to share.
my dreams, maybe arent fancy. but they really cost the world to me.
and fyi, in most of my psycho-test, i scored pretty high in the personal ambition section. if thats still not enough, well, you can count my stubbornness in. sometimes im just tired being labelled as lazy.
