coolness

"kece" is your favorite word lately dear baby. you asked me almost everytime we're putting up an outfit. now let me tell you something about it, coolness. which even sounds better that way ;)

we, women, always have those cliche 3B, beauty, brain, behaviour. me, believe those 3 would come together, evenly. have brain, work your behavior, and you're gonna look good. 

coolness? it works beyond that. you should able to embrace it all. embrace all that you do, all that you think, all that you feel, all that you are, include yourself embracing it. once you coped with them all, trust me, people will see you're the coolest.

but we ourselves, just tend to never had enough, don't we :) even after all those coolness. perhaps, just perhaps, those are not the things that really matter.

look at you now, how much you count on your father, how much you admire your kakung, how much you lean on your eyang, how much you have fun with oma, how much coolnesses they show and bring to you.

let me reveal my version how. your father,  he's so great at solving problems and taking care of you, us. kakung, is a great adventurer. he seems like knowing all the route to wherever even the slightest, even here in our neighbourhood, not his. and never once, he's forgetting you. eyang, is the most tender of all, even when she did nothing, just sit, you'll simply melt. it really isnt something easy let me tell you, it takes a super power to gather a woman-self that way. oma, such a strong crazy child-like woman that you could just never get bored of. no one can beat her intellectuality to mesmerize you with even only small little things. in fact, no one seems able to beat their coolnesses, to you. ummm maybe me HAHAHA but im your mother, already am the ultimate coolest of all anyway, even without im knowing what xD you tell me kid

home around the corner

as usual, been longing for the chance to write :p

i want to update this family milestones by the new year, the 3rd birthday bash and other surrounding blesses
i want to tell about my version about half empty glass vs half full glass at my birthday
i want to share my bubbly feeling about home lately, just few days ago while cooking preparing some meal for peoples i love here in this house :)

full time house wife officially around the corner. well, our architecture firm just officially found a new partner last june 1st, so it'll kinda like a good companion for fufa to work, while im going more domesticated :p fingercrossed. feeling a bit weird at first, but i got used to it, that i could see things going good as so many right things that come at the right times. may this is the start of something better, greater, bigger.

and me, after i fired the maid last april, its clear that all the house chores come upon me, except ironing, they're for the laundry service. i also start cooking, a lot :D although for main menu i still count on oma's delivery. with these changes automatically new routines also set up. won't count it last forever, of course. but so far, i feel graceful. this really is one breezy season for me.

no meaning at all, but my hair grow long. the last time it reaches this long is when i got pregnant. but my plan is to shorten in around next month, after a cousin's wedding, before idul fitri. like its so important :D well, because fufa tells me not to cut, but i dont feel like staying in this comfort zone somehow :p hmmm just lets see. now i feel the giggles already.

the lil boy, grow bigger. he just had his 1st performance on stage. very cute, i feel like want to rush him and give him a hug when he did :D i will upload the video on tumblr later ok. the other thing is, i think now he's kinda in the right size that equal to his age already :) just shop few clothes for him. well actually, i bought 2-3yrs size mothercare t-shirts, but its not that 3-4yrs is too big. it just regarding his petite body, i think 2-3yrs t-shirt fits him better.

my hauls? whoa... i gotta go slowly. i got a queue list already anyway :) i like making list, moreover a shoplist. lately its more about cosmetics, just watched few make-up tutorials, they're crazily amazing. this make-up thingy used to be some temporary interest anyway, but just let me share whats in my beauty case nowadays, together with my essential skincare yes xD ...errrr although more than anything i still wish for a longlasting smoother better skin of mine

the body shop tea tree facial wash, etude house wonderpore freshener, the body shop tea tree clearing lotion, the body shop tea tree night cream, the body shop drops of youth serum, the body shop born lippy lip balm
smashbox photo finish primer, etude house bb magic cream, the body shop all in one face base, bless loose powder, nyx slim eye pencil dark brown, etude house line nuance duo, the body shop baked blush #4, clinique blush in aglow, maybelline magnum mascara, nyx round lipstick doll, the body shop lip glide #6 & #14.
still craving for a user friendly eyeshadow (because i never -try- to put one before), and lip butter gloss nyx, in creme brulee, tiramisu, apple strudel, vanilla pie.... o__o i ni ti dak ba nyak kok *tunjuk aneka video tutorial

bagaimanapun, beginilah perempuannn...
well lets say, its already a bless, this capability of dreaming.
2 milyar ya Tuhan ya, and for so many improves in this family i love for the most ...aamiin
^__^

hello year 9

10 things I love about what I am when I'm with you
1. I feel safe, not afraid of anything
2. The world seems clearer, places looks familiar, and peoples become understandable
3. Dreams become reachable, many efforts will do, and miracle does happen 4. Life seems a lot more simple, greatness and obstacles just simply around, and somehow I can see all happens for a reason, right one
5. Happy is happy. Sad is sad. Mad is mad, and else. They're natural, just like how it should be. I can see we're simply human
6. I mingle better, with the world and its peoples; I mingle better, with reality and other's point of view
7. Yet I can see how my origins can actually take parts and become useful
8. I feel like a real person, with real strength and weaknesses; like a real female person, with real tasks and privileges
9. I recognize love, and I feel it
10. I don't feel like I need anything else


10 things I love about him
1. His insightful knowledge abt business/politic/communication
2. His ability to respond nicely, smartly, and quickly, for most of peoples
3. The way he laughs out and giggles
4. When he sleeps and lays his head around my neck and curling in
5. When he let me sleeps and lay my head on his arm and he hug me
6. When he's in a good bright adventurous mood
7. His chin, his palms, his arms, the curve in the middle of his stomach
8. His leadership, protectiveness
9. His being someone I could always trust and count on, no matter what
10. When he's singing happily, freely


10 things I love about us together
1. We driving, trying new roads, heading don't know where
2. We in the convenient store, picking own stuffs, mocking each other's picks
3. We in the mall, holding hands for seconds, touching shoulders for moments
4. That I can still able sleep close to you, even when we're in a fight
5. When things gone bad and you don't feel like talking, your feet hook mine, like convincing that you're still around
6. We waking up in the morning, naturally finding hugs, like a reflex
7. That we don't give up fighting for us
8. That we don't give up being ourselves when doing that, and still consider each other's selves
9. That I know that we actually could always be good friends
10. That for what I am when I'm with you

:)

hello new year ^^

i breathe better. less disoriented work, more appropriate activities. bye bye pill, hello self management ^.^ inhale, exhale. be strong, fight smarter. wait for a good time, be nicer. embrace life, cherish love. stand up for yourself, help the other. i breathe better. i'm literally blessed.

i shop :D i got pretty shelves, storage space got a raise. things become a lot more organized. i dry my hair. i ride car, pretty one. there i put a cute blue cushion. i talk to peoples, it goes deeper in times. i make party, no matter how it turns to be. i do wish, we have plan, and on our way. boy at school, exercise recalling, hello me-time. yes i'm literally blessed. ^^