I can be bubbly. But basically im not a bubbly person. Its too bad actually, because i love bubbly person. Im not being sarcastic ~as i unintentionally oftenly do~ but i admire them, i really do. I think bubbly person is nice, and positive, and good for the world, and even with a little knowledge they might possibly good for after world too. I think im always on my way trying to be bubblier.
My favorite movie is Good Will Hunting, maybe. But i always forget why, even sometimes i forget the plot. So i abort that. But then everytime i watch it again i understand how and why i made it my favorite, and also a slight of why i keep forgetting it. How do i heart it? It keeps punching me in the head and heart. Why do i forget? Because for me that same reasons/messages are even stronger than the plot and movie itself. The movie keeps heartlessly making me cry and frozen. Zzzzz.
Then why i keep (purposedly) forgetting ~then also aborting~ it as a my favorite? Because... its too much reminding me of me, all of the characters in the movie ~inside or outside~ whole in one~ i can relate in so many level. And they're all really are not my favorite. I'm okay with them, they're just not my favorite character. Just like myself. And i'm not being bitter right now, i think im not. Well i just finished watching it few minutes ago, and i feel like i owe this explanation. Because i keep going back and forth about this. And because, i think i will forget this matter again. This movie is academy award class, i think it deserves better than just being intentionally forgotten~~ so; aaaawesooome! There it goes. Bye.
mid day sun day
