its been a while ^^
my lil family been through a pretty much ups and downs. new schedule. new chores. new milestones. new vision perhaps :p but think its now somewhat started to be left behind. um. we re just somewhat trying to be more focus i guess. trying to be as good, as effective, as possible. last year was a blast. for mviko to quit his job, for my lil baby to reach two, for me to keep sane :p one cant, i cant imagine how i count week by week month by month, until i came to a point where nothing seems really matter. maybe God saved me, because God (always) save us so far. and once i cant see it as a good indication, as if we need help that big or what..... but then again i came again to that point where me doesnt matter. God knows better, and been so kind and cuddly, there must be some good reason for everything. amen. though i cant tell if its faith or forces of nature talking, but there were i standing. just try to be more focus on what im doing. and i hugged Him before then, before everything else. there were i.
so, what im doing? ^^ me, im seeing how much i can be an assistant. a companion. a friend in need. a partner. anything as part of an integrated support system to my family, with all of my strength and weaknesses. yea, in times, feeling seems unnecessary but a ruin factor. but um. lets just embrace it and take it as a bless. embrace, i dont know i will come to a time to really use this phrase. and about what i found, what i try to analyze, what i try to accept, what i try to see, it might takes forever or never to get it solved. it will always be debatable, and theres no use to prolong (except ure in such a pms mood to calm u down and to keep u sane by making other people insane). so i won't go detailing. its just, by the end of the day, again, i found myself loving people im here with right now.
my husband as a whole package, is still the greatest who brought me my most happiness, most secure and comfort feelings ive ever had, and keep on doing it. and nothing else to say about my baby, as always. its a definite feeling when u see him in the eye and he do it back and the clock stop ticking and hes smiling. he simply mesmerized me by his every inch, his every move and saying. having them as a family. even to reach myself as today this way is already a bless.
and, whats happened? um, i'll try to make it short. mviko quit his job and finally for the first time, we 3 stay together in a house, i guess its started at around june 2011. then we practically do this and that, every little things count. and yeah ok, its miracle that gets us survived. i think we kinda live in such alternative way. um, it might sounds somewhat cool, but trust me it just wasnt that fancy. then maybe due to some gradual changes happened to our life (me pregnant-newborn-breastfeeding-pms coming back-me as a mom-new enterpreneur-living together-and else i cant remember... see, too many changes and waves in a time is aint fancy) ...there were slight clashes, and crashes too :p well, new year feels like a breeze to me since then, its like "ok its new year, everything new a re allowed to happened, right about now..." hihihi... its been a kinda exhausting year before...
and the baby? wow. shaka boy reached a lot. umm... he's two and he can count until ten either in english or bahasa. now he's 25mos and he already understand the different between numbers and alphabets (finally). the 3 first colors he recognized is green, orange, purple,disregarding the yellow whose sooo oftenly come, so that i cant tell if he really recognize it or not. but now he already knew green, orange, purple, yellow, pink, blue, black... sometimes grey and white... without red -___- odd eh?! and then his 3 first songs are burung kakatua, tiktiktik bunyi hujan, cicak-cicak di dinding,... but now hes seems so fond in naik kereta api. his favorite creature fellow started by hippo, then the excavator... and it grows to truck, taxi, police car/ambulance, mixer, compactor and those big vehicles. and about a week ago he also made his 1st scientific question/statement. hes standing in the car back seat seeing the sky then say "the star, the moon, is walking, following shaka" ...i think, wow.
and by the way, after 2 years sailing here in this house, we will move in a very early march, next month. gotta move to another rent house. its pretty a while eh... ^^ and mviko is now again in distant, after like 6 months stay together here. i missed him. no matter how peace right now is, writing in the night, having my own schedule as i like, i want him here like always. even with any errands that could possibly happened. we 3 together are just too worth. i missed him. no matter what could possibly lay beneath. kinda hope he feels the same, even just a slightest. but anyway, may this bless works forever. may it be the greatest.
pagi ini dihadapkan kesempatan utk komputeran. pilihan prioritas awalnya adalah bikin wishlist ikea utk materi web yg akan dikerjain kinyo, satu dari sederetan thins-to-do yg belakangan ini tampak nggak habis2. tapi koneksi lagi lemot, dan sdh lama sekali nggak nulis begini…
pingin nulis tentang milestones… setahun ini belum sekalipun ada review milestone shaka rasanya ngak mau kelewatan untuk milestone 18bulan ini. my babys already grown big. yea, i eventually missed a lot of things. twitter agak membantu sebenernya, tapi sistem dia masih nggak terlalu ok utk penyimpanan long term… hmmm, sebentar disalin dulu deh ya….
sedotan:
Hari ini si bayi 15 bulan dan (akhirnya) bisa pake sedotan yeyeyeye \(^o\) (/o^)/ 29mar
words:
bilang Mama ☑ bilang Shaka ☑ …next, bilang Sayang ♡ 9apr
belajar jalan:
Mondar-mandir depan tv, nyari mbaknya jalan ke dapur, mainan kabel diolor-olor…. Tp kenapa malah gak mau ya kalo pas diajak jalan… -__- 21apr
showing own interest:
Keingetan sepatu monster di next ♡ keingetan si bocah berbinar-binar ♡ gimana ini papa @iniviko (>▿<)
bisa jalan:
16 bulannya udah bisa jalan ˆ⌣ˆ sesuai deadline deh *senang* 29apr
eksplorasi ruang:
Apanya yg menarik dr buang barang2 ke celah kecil sih mas… -___-” 2may
asosiasi barang:
Gyahahahah… Odong-odong lewat dia lsg narik2 tangan jalan masuk kamar… Trnyt mau tunjukin ride-on truck nya ^▽^ 10may
1st crocs:
My 1st Crocs (>▿<) makasyi kakuuung ♥ 25may
calling while sleeping:
Oemjih, this baby boy awake in his sleep and straightly call me (˘̩̩̩⌣˘̩̩̩) 31may
olahraga:
Anak ini hari ini makannya gadoin nasi tahu tempe aja, plus latihan jalan mundur…. -____-’ #biarsakti 1jun
another teething story:
And so today, he searched and called papa iniviko again in his crankyness o this is cute ♡ 1jun
teething term ke2:
Setelah semaleman cranky, pesta rice crispy jam 2 pagi, msh diterusin pula smp jam segini.. Trnyata erupsinya gigi ke8… 9, 10, 11 ƪ(˚▽˚)ʃ 2jun
The death of the 1st crocs: 1jun
Aaaaak!!! Si crocs kecintaan ketinggalan di dashboard 3 hari, jd kepanasan mleotmleoooot (-̩̩̩-̩̩̩-̩̩̩-̩̩̩-̩̩̩___-̩̩̩-̩̩̩-̩̩̩-̩̩̩-̩̩̩) 15jun
pertama kali makan pedes:
Masih mo ketawa ingetin muka bocah kepedesan (keenakan) makan kering kentang-kacang (>▿<) 27jun
bisa ngobrol pagi:
Dialog pagi sama bocah 1,5th: mamma,…|ya?|bobo|iya?|iya| *bocah masih merem* 29jun
a content interest:
After visiting bobthebuilder & being chatty abt excavator this n that, his latest interest, my 19mos baby finally slept happily (again) ♡ 29jul
well thats what happened today finally im finishing this for half a month, again, passing his 19mos moment. im sorry baby, believe it or not, im thinking about this post in my every idle time. why cant i finish this sooner? because my idle time, is trully the only idle moment i have lately…
but anyway, thats it :) i cant push my twitter timeline longer than that, too bad.
i just dont wanna miss a thing, and hopefully, i don’t miss anything here except one fact i would never able tell it right.
that you grow up fast, you grow up great. and ultimately adorable. i love you so much. we love you so much. papa viko & mama tika ^_^ those two you’ve just excelled to say.
bless you always dear baby.